A Poetic Commentary: Melondy Pt 1

Mirror, Mirror

    on the wall,
    who is the fairest one of all?

101 MASKS 

    is all I see,
    please tell, which one is me?

Super Beauty

    of coarse! she is so fair
    but why, do tell, is she so rare?

THE HOLLOW MAN 

    oh, you mean the one inside
    the one deep within me, trying to hide?

Beauty from the Sea 

    from the sea, the sea,
    the deep sea I can’t see inside of me?

secrets of health & beauty

    secrets, ah yes, my secrets you want to know
    you say release my secrets and my beauty will show?

Life Mask

    fairest, fairest, the fairest one of all
    life is not the fairest, but unmasks the beauty behind the walls


He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not . . .

    one petal falls to the floor, another follows
    why is this anticipation so hard to swallow?

The Girl

    am I the one or is there another?
    these fires of my heart, must I learn to
       smother?

SOUL MATES

    oh, if only now it be true
    oh, the joy that could be between me
       and you

LOVE and MARRIAGE

    but perhaps you don’t see these the same
    the way I long for, it’s driving me insane

LOVE 101

    don’t try to tell me what I should or shouldn’t do
    just because you say you’ve been there before doesn’t mean I don’t know a thing or two

Seasons of the Heart

    yeah, like the time mine fell apart
    but it’s spring now, time for a fresh start

ROSES ARE RED

    and I am blue
    oh, how sweet would it be to be with you

ALL THE FLOWERS ARE DYING

    why must my heart feel like crying?
    all this signing, spying, prying, vying

THE HEART DOCTOR’S HEART BOOK 

    reading a fairy fiction to my soul
    dreaming of my starry knight, oh, why am I loosing control?

BEWARE YOUNG LOVERS

    yeah, you could say that again
    can love ever be a win-win?


Sticks & Stones

    ya, they’ll break your bones
    but what’s worse are the labels from the
        clones

Rivals

    they sneer at me from across the room
    their cutting words spell my doom

SCHOOL IS NOT A MISSILE RANGE

    I could wish this were actually true
   but no one else seems to feel the damage
        of this coup

Seasons That Laugh Or Weep 

    ya, they laugh, I weep - the cycle never ends
    but my tears are now as few as my friends

Secrets

    they’ll never know
    but now who cares if they did, commando

MINDING OUR OWN BUSINESS 

    wish they’d live what they say
    but this stuff is far from mere child’s play

BEST FRIENDS FOR NEVER

    never’s a long long time
    I guess alone I’ll make this long long climb

I Can’t Believe I Said That!

    ya, but you know it’s true
    you believe their lies - and not just a few

The Treasure of Friendship

    oh, the irony, such a mockery
    blast this state of cruel tyranny

The Meaning of Treason

    I’ll show you what it looks like
    my own overthrow of this third reich

ARMAGEDDON 

    no, it won’t be pretty
    but they’re the ones with no pity

  

P.S. (from my future self)

After all the pain and all the blame
    I have learned at least one small thing
Sticks and stones will break my bones
    and yes, names do also hurt me

 

But the power to forgive,
   gives me the ability to live
And set the prisoner free
    me


Rock, Paper, ... 

    snickers
    ugh, why do I always get the jitters?

BURNS

    thought going along would keep things
       cool
    but caving to the pressure makes me feel
       the fool

THE HARROGATE SECRETS

    shhh, don’t tell
    we’re all supposed to be happy and swell

YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO REMAIN SILENT

    so much for equal say
    at this party I guess I have to do it their way

Definitions

    sticky matters you see
    don’t define it and ya won’t be guilty

PUSHOVER

    you’d be one too
    if that’s the path to love and acceptance in this zoo

A Public Betrayed

    in these private affairs
    our stand for the right, taken unawares

the No Spin ZONE

    but they spin every line
    then draw you in, make you one of their kind

LAST RAMPAGE

    do I know myself anymore?
    or have I blended into my “mentors”?


Trick Or Treat? 

    gotta compete, so cheat
    do it in a heartbeat, so bittersweet

thinwithin

    and without? oh, so I wish
    stomach, better bypass that dish

PERMANENT WEIGHT CONTROL

    such a dreamy illusion
    but all these diets? just adding to my
       confusion

THE ENORMOUS SHADOW

    of the monster inside
    perhaps starving will make it hide?

THE LOVELY BONES

    so beautiful just beneath my skin
    but I’ve got so far to go, to be perfect and thin

Take Big Bites

    what’s the point in resisting?
    ya, what’s really my point for existing?

DYING FOR CHANGE

    dying for sure
    but do I care for a cure?

BODY-FAT BREAKTHROUGH

    they say my mind’s askew
    just because I binge then refuse fondue?

LOSING IT

    ya, they’re losing control
    how’s it feel? losing the right to your own soul?

DIET AND DISEASE

    problem, problem, I’m the problem says their expertise
    why don't you just leave me alone . . .  please


Twinkle, Twinkle

    little star
    how I wonder who you are?

Path to the Heart

    keep it guarded if I were smart
    but so many questions have I of this
       cosmic art

Religion

    am I dreaming an illusion?
    getting mixed up in all the confusion?

LOOK NOW TOWARD HEAVEN

    if you’re there, please, give me a sign
    that I’ll truly be yours and you, mine

God Spoke

    oh, how outrageously divine
    to dare hope to be created by design

Morning Noon and Night

    the stars, the moon, the sun
    flow in their circuit, following Someone?

SPIRITUAL NOTES to MYSELF

    take care, take care, my dear self soul
    for what you believe becomes, taking its toll

Pilgrim’s Way

    please, up beyond the stars so bright
    could you really care for me tonight?


All That Glitters . . .

    isn’t gold
    despite what I’ve been told

ENGLISH IN ACTION

    journals, reports, term papers - writing
       my way
    to the top. . . except for that last essay

SMART WOMEN

    that’s what I’m supposed to be
    but be it a standard so high, I’m only
       a wannabe

CONTROLLED CHEATING

    but it’s only for the grade
    what does learning matter, when it’s the GPA that’s weighed?

HOW TO STOP WORRYING AND START LIVING

    perhaps I shouldn’t be so uptight
    but even the idea of failure gives me such a fright!

Organizing from the Inside Out

    easier said than done
    where would I even start while on the run?

A Day Late and a Dollar Short

    thought the rat race didn’t start till after I graduated
    guess that golden idea is now antiquated

TO BE THE BEST

    oh, if only it were true
    but even being summa cum laude leaves me feeling blue


Lions & Tigers & ... 

    terrors! oh my
    all these big decisions just make me want
        to cry

ONE MUST WAIT

    “what do you want to be when you
         grow up?”
    (certainly not what you are, grown-up!)

Easier Said Than Done

    making your choice for a lifetime
    all this pressure when I’m supposed to be
         “in my prime”

Which Way From Here

    my eyes are crossed with tears
    who’s supposed to help me overcome these fears?

100 ways to Simplify your Life

    oh yes, these self-help analytical lists always tout
    they’ve got their place, but what about my freedom to move about?

The Way of the Wind

    I just want to be free
    free to be me

FIRST THINGS FIRST

    gotta calm down and think straight
    got my whole life ahead of me and it’s supposed to be great

PRAYERS

    there’s gotta be an answer
    God, if you’re listening, can I grow up to be a dancer?

THE ROAD TAKEN

    gotta move your feet somewhere
    hope this direction is an answer to my prayer

THE DREAM SEEKERS

    are my dreams bigger than my fears?
    hopefully I’ll find out while I’m still wet behind the ears