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A Poetic Commentary: Alone I Die, Lest I Learn To Fly

Alone I Die, Lest I Learn To Fly In the Garden of Beasts Series

Alone I Die, Lest I Learn To Fly
In the Garden of Beasts Series

Alone I Die, Lest I Learn To Fly

    isolated on this lonely isle

    filthy, dirty, wretched, and vile

GRAY MATTER

    twas it a matter of conscience?

    how then twas much of me conscious?

encyclopedia of MORALS

    gone over and over and over again

    to this torment shall there be no end?

WHEN BOUNDARIES BETRAY US

    twas never meant to do harm

    must then be taken so by his charm

the year of MAGICAL THINKING

    became a score and two of its dark spell

    secretly keeping in me heart this hell

Our Game

    twas to be so innocent but of course

    yea innocence twas lost through subtle force

I NEVER PROMISED YOU A ROSE GARDEN

    memories forget any pledge be made

    but untold confessions of being afraid

F.I.A.S.C.O

    be tangled in this failure

    abandoned feel and out of favor

Body and Soul

    harm not one without the other

    heal not one without another

A Death of Innocence

    isolated in this lone isle

    must me thoughts and I reconcile

A Poetic Commentary: Find We Must or Die To Dust

Find We Must or Die To Dust

Find We Must or Die To Dust In the Garden of Beasts Series

Find We Must or Die To Dust
In the Garden of Beasts Series

    reach now above thy head

    fear not the things thou hast dread

The Health Seeker

    seek thee now the answer

    else be consumed by this cancer

Give Us This Day

    and lead not into temptation

    save me from this damnation

Maximum Immunity

    canst thou find it in books?

    beware not to entangle with rooks

Mega-Nutrients

    what is the origin, what be the source?

    inquire if it shall increase thy vital force

A Gift from the Kitchen

    as natural nature intended

    whole, untainted be recommended

RAPID HEALING FOODS

    begin with that which truly feeds you

    partake small bites thou canst surely chew

FOLK MEDICINE

    bring the basics back to thy remembrance

    tis simplicity that brings transcendence

Nutrition in Health and Disease

    which beast shall thou feed?

    vice to starve, virtue to succeed

FOOD MATTERS

    thou wilt be what thee ingest

    whether physically or mentally processed

FOOD GUIDE TO BETTER HEALTH

    choose wisely what thy substance shall be

    ask, adopt, embrace what will with thy being agree

IN QUEST OF LIFE

    reach now above thy head

    grasp the higher hand instead

A Poetic Commentary: Once Upon A Time

Once Upon A Time Melondy: Issues of Adolescence Series

Once Upon A Time
Melondy: Issues of Adolescence Series

Once Upon A Time

    a long long time ago

    in a place I used to know

Harvest of Yesterdays

    is this reaping what was sown?

    finally paying off the loan?

HOW TO GET WELL

    I want to be well, I want to be well

    I want to be well, I just want to yell!

SILENT NO MORE 

    can’t keep this bottled up

    can’t keep covering up

TELL ME MORE

    will you listen, really listen?

    cuz it’s compassion I’m really missin’

DARE TO DREAM

    let it flow

    feel the glow

Girls Forever Brave and True 

    I can be one

    Yes, I am one

MEMORIES

    painful stabs, repeating past

    oh, how long will it last?

Yesterday, I Cried 

    they say it’s okay

    good to let it out each day

PROMISES

    this too shall pass

    and I will be healed at last!

WHAT REMAINS 

    put the pieces back together

    feel in the process, feel better

Never Forget

    my whole is greater than the sum of my brokenness

    faith, hope, and love bring me wholesomeness

FALL & RISE 

    no matter how hard and far I fell

    it is never too hard or far to get well

A Poetic Commentary: Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep

Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep Melondy: Issues of Adolescence Series

Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep
Melondy: Issues of Adolescence Series

Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep

    pray the Lord my soul to keep

    and if I die while counting sheep…

If... 

    not even the question anymore

    when, that’s a better word to explore

Drive Me Crazy

    can’t take it anymore

    what’s this life worth living for?

NOT A DAY GOES BY

    that I don’t consider it

    do I have the nerve to commit?

AT RISK

    they say I’m in despair

    but what do they care?

DEAD CONNECTION

    make the connection

    just need some affection

LOVE’S EXECUTIONER

    wrote the note, how I loved you

    just wish you felt the same too

BLESSED TRAGEDY 

    to be put out of this misery

    sorry if this causes injury

NATURE’S END

    screaming, I came into this world

    crying, sighing, I leave it unfurled

 

A Poetic Commentary: Rock A Bye, Bye Baby

Rock A Bye, Bye Baby Melondy: Issues of Adolescence Series

Rock A Bye, Bye Baby
Melondy: Issues of Adolescence Series

Rock A Bye, Bye Baby

    climb out my window by the treetop

    where the wind blows my feet follow nonstop

PANIC

    when the news breaks, 9-1-1 they will call

    but I’ll be long gone, once and for all

Runaway

    just can’t take it anymore

    no matter what I say, they’d just ignore

If You Had Controlling Parents

    you’d understand

    and give me a hand

DONE WRONG

    that’s right they did

    and they blame me, I’m just the kid!

The Opposite of Love

    I could give you a laundry list

    but for now, I think you get the gist

FIASCO

    that’s what it was alright

    but no one wants to listen to my plight

THE SILENT CRADLE

    it’s been that way for a long long time

    finally said enough of this grime!

THE GIRL WHO KICKED THE HORNET’S NEST 

    but is this much better?

    perhaps I should of packed a sweater

A COLOSSAL FAILURE OF COMMON SENSE 

    accomplished Plan A: disappear

    but where do I go from here?

Dr Strangelove’s Game

    at least there’s someone in this world that cares

    even gave me a place to stay in his downstairs

THE FINAL DIAGNOSIS

    but it’s not all together for him either

    he needs my help so he can catch a breather

On Beauty

    he’s given me so much and nicknamed me Beautiful

    not helping him out would be inexcusable

LIES (And the Lying Liars Who Tell Them) 

    who to believe? no one to trust

    guess I’ll just have to adjust

NO SAFE PLACE

    no, not anywhere

    just want to wake up from this nightmare

BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS 

    walking these streets, but not alone

    walking these streets, trailing testosterone

 

A Poetic Commentary: You Are My Sunshine?

You Are My Sunshine? Melondy: Issues of Adolescence Series

You Are My Sunshine?
Melondy: Issues of Adolescence Series

You Are My Sunshine?

    really, my the only sunshine?

    thought you’d make me happy when skies
       are gray

OUT OF NOWHERE

    you rained on my party

    drug my heart through the mud, never
       said sorry

VIRTUALLY NORMAL

    I thought we were tight

    guess vision is 20/20 in hindsight

WHERE YOU BELONG

    I wanted to be with you

    like all the cool kids do

A Matter of Opinion

    but your mood changes like the weather

    and birds of a feather flock together

MEAN STREAK

    you told me I would never fly that high

    and with that you left, without saying goodbye

NOW OR NEVER

    guess I have to decide

    betray myself or be disqualified

COLD SHOULDER

    even colder in this gray

    much to my dismay

A Poetic Commentary: Billy & Mary, Sitting In A Tree

Billy & Mary, Sitting In A Tree Melondy: Issues of Adolescence Series

Billy & Mary, Sitting In A Tree
Melondy: Issues of Adolescence Series

Billy & Mary, Sitting in a Tree

    k - i - s - s - i - n - g

    is love or lust the key?

Surrender! The Romance of a Woman’s Soul

    what does it matter anyway

    this feeling simply takes my breath away!

A Bride on the AMAZON

    that was unexpected for sure

    why all of the sudden do I feel so impure?

THE LONG LOVE

    perhaps this one will last

    cuz the last three weren’t up to the task

INSIDE MY HEART

    there’s such a deep longing

    where’s that sense of belonging?

WILLIAM and MARY

    next week will it be Billy and Carrie?

    am I really that temporary?

and Healthy Hearts

    ya, they’ll break just like sore ones do

    guess I’m just lovesick, tried and true

Last summer

    was such a dream

    wish now I’d wake from this nightmare scream

the Tender Time

    a time to be loved

    isn’t that what we all want? a beloved?

Death of a Gentle Lady

    but someone turned the love tree into a playground

    and I’m still in the middle of this let- melt- break- shut- down

 

A Poetic Commentary: Lions & Tigers & . . .

Lions & Tigers & . . .  Melondy: Issues of Adolescence Series

Lions & Tigers & . . .
Melondy: Issues of Adolescence Series

Lions & Tigers & ... 

    terrors! oh my

    all these big decisions just make me want
        to cry

ONE MUST WAIT

    “what do you want to be when you
         grow up?”

    (certainly not what you are, grown-up!)

Easier Said Than Done

    making your choice for a lifetime

    all this pressure when I’m supposed to be
         “in my prime”

Which Way From Here

    my eyes are crossed with tears

    who’s supposed to help me overcome these fears?

100 ways to Simplify your Life

    oh yes, these self-help analytical lists always tout

    they’ve got their place, but what about my freedom to move about?

The Way of the Wind

    I just want to be free

    free to be me

FIRST THINGS FIRST

    gotta calm down and think straight

    got my whole life ahead of me and it’s supposed to be great

PRAYERS

    there’s gotta be an answer

    God, if you’re listening, can I grow up to be a dancer?

THE ROAD TAKEN

    gotta move your feet somewhere

    hope this direction is an answer to my prayer

THE DREAM SEEKERS

    are my dreams bigger than my fears?

    hopefully I’ll find out while I’m still wet behind the ears